Chapter 11
The ninth diary of farewell to the world.
March 30, 2024.
I sat on the field bank with my phone in hand.
“Elisa!” Celeste suddenly appeared.
“It’s already dark. Why did you come here alone?”
I turned back and gave a miserable smile to the camera.
“Celeste, I have made my choice. Bury me here after I die.”
Celeste was stunned. “What nonsense are you talking about? You won’t die!”
She grabbed me by the arm, and her voice trembled as she saw the large patch of blood on my chest.
“Did you vomit blood again?”
Noticing her concern, I smiled and waved my hand.
“It’s okay. I’m used to it.”
Celeste squatted in front of me and whispered, “Go back and change your clothes first. I’ll take you to the hospital later to see the doctor, okay?”
“Go to the hospital? Why should I go to the hospital?”
The confusion on my face did not seem fake.
Celeste was shocked, looking at me in disbelief.
It took me a while to realize it slowly.
The side effects of chemotherapy were getting worse, and I often forgot things.
“It’s okay. I just came out for some fresh air. Don’t worry about me.”
Celeste sat down next to me and said softly, “Why didn’t you ask me to accompany you for a walk? Are you feeling unwell now?”
I shook my head with a smile.
“Recently, I don’t feel pain anymore even when I vomit blood. Sometimes, I feel like I’m no different from a normal person. Maybe I’m about to…”
Realizing what I was about to say, Celeste quickly interrupted me, “Shut up!”
“Come on. I’ll take you to the hospital!”
The scene ended here.
When I opened it again, there was only me in front of the camera.
I became bony.
“Hello, I secretly made this video. There are some things I wanna tell her, but I can’t tell her right now. She has cried for me too many times. “Celeste, I know you have always felt guilty, blaming yourself for not discovering my illness earlier and not taking me to seek medical treatment in time. “You blame yourself for helping me hide it from Bernard and causing me to lack money for the subsequent chemotherapy.
“But I wanna say thank you.
“Thank you for respecting my wishes.
“In fact, in my heart, you are as important as Bernard. Both of you are my beloved ones.
“After I die, you must be happy so that I can rest in peace.
“Be happy, my friend.”
I sighed, sniffling hard to hold back the tears, but they were completely uncontrollable.
I wiped away my tears with my hand, but the more I wiped, the more tears there were, “People are really strange, coming Into this world alone and then Chapter 11
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“Do you believe in reincarnation? If it exists, can we choose our own life scripts?”
“Actually… Actually, I have been really struggling these years. In the next life, can I not be so tired?”
I thought for a moment and then laughed again, “But if I hadn’t been abandoned since childhood, I wouldn’t have met my lover and friends at the orphanage. It seems quite good.
“But what will happen to Celeste after I die?”
Thinking about this, I cried hard.
I tried to control my volume, afraid of waking up Celeste next door.
“Alright, let’s stop here. Otherwise, my eyes will be swollen from crying tomorrow, and Celeste will worry again.”
I waved goodbye to the camera.
“I love you, Celeste.”
Chapter 11
