Chapter 112
Thane
I can tell little wolf has been anxious all day just by entering her rooms. The smell of lavender mixed with bile and tainted with fear is thick in here. I have to do something to change that. To calm my mega. This weekend, say you will be mine.” I ask nervously. I am an alpha of the largest pack in the country. I fear nothing and nobody, but yet my heart rate accelerates, and I feel anxious butterflies while I await little wolfs answer. “I will. As long as you don’t leave my side.”
I scoot myself closer to little wolf and pull her legs over my lap. I lean in and place a little tender kiss on her clavicle. “Never little wolf. I would never.” I continue kissing down her neck and to the swell of her perfect breasts. I kiss over one and across her chest to the other and lean across little wolf to kiss all the way up her neck and jaw. I trail kisses up her neck and behind her ear. Her scent changes from fear to arousal quick and I can smell the sweet slick le wolf is giving me. I lean into her ear and whisper “I still need to apologize for running out this morning.” hoping little wolf will get my hint.
She looks up at me with her big teal eyes “You didn’t do anything wrong. I know you have duties.” Damn. She isn’t getting the hint that I am just hungry for her sweet pussy and could sit here and come up with a thousand reasons to be sorry. “Well, I am sorry I wasn’t here when yougere upset and needed me.” I start kissing across her face and to her soft lips. I lightly pull her bottom lip
into my mouth and give it a lito nibble; curious how far little wolf will let me take things during her heat and really during the
rest of our lives together. “Ayla, you will need to talk about your heat Now that you have your mate, you will go into heat soon. I need to know how you feel about it. I hold her jaw and cheek in my hand while staring into her eyes, waiting for her reply like I am waiting for my last breath.
“Haye..Have you ever helped anyone through, there…um heat?” she asks me nervously. “No little wolf. I have never. I would never. I have always waited for you.” I explain, rubbing my jaw across her face. “We have a heat clinic here little wolf. But it is willing widows and occasional rejected mates etc. Everyone is there willingly, I have never been there. I would never go there. You’re it little wolf. She relaxes a little bit in my hold and is now holding my wrist with her tiny hand. I slide my other hand down to her legs and rub my thumb over her thighs. “When you go into heat little wolf, it will be intense. For the both of us. I will go into a rut for part of it at least. We will both be driven by primal instincts, but don’t want to do anything you don’t want to do, you will only have some moments of clarity. We don’t know how long it will last since it will be your first unforced heat, and I don’t want you to go into heat if you are too afraid to. Eric thinks he has something that can suppress it.” I continue to rub with both thumbs while I await her answer. I know it is a lot to consider, but I would be a liar if I said I wasn’t hoping to the fates she would choose to have her heat with me. The first for both of us. Another first.
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