hapter 48
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Driving down to the clinic, I am eager to check on little wolf, even if tell myself I have a different reason for coming here. “How is she doing Eric? Did she wake up yet?” I ask him, trying not to sound like a worried lover. “She was attempting to roll her eyes around earlier, but she is pretty much out cold sleeping hard now. Her body needs it. “I want to talk to you about pulling her wolf out. She wouldn’t be able to resist much of anything in this state. Could I pull her wolf out with Ronan if she is sedated?” “I don’t know alpha. That would be difficult I would think, due to being unresponsive. Her mind wouldn’t be able to resist the pull, but with it being involuntary it could either not work or be extremely traumatizing going from unresponsive in a deep sleep to shifting. I don’t know how her body would handle that kind of hot and cold. It has been through 10 years of abuse.” “Well, I get what you are saying. I don’t want to cause her any harm, but we really need to get her wolf out. There is a shifter saying that he recognized her scent as his fated mate, and I have a theory she won’t feel the bond she isn’t connected to her wolf.” “That is a good theory alpha. I have a theory that her fated mate could pull her out by reconnecting her wolf by using the bond. If that is true you would want to find her mate to allow him to attempt pull her wolf out by bonding to her, marking her.” “I can’t allow a shifter to bond to her without knowing 100% they are fated. If he was lying for some reason, it would be a forced bonding. That is disgraceful and not fair to her true fated mate.” “Why would anyone lie about this alpha?” “I don’t know Eric, but my gut is telling me we are missing something. Maybe it is your gut telling you that you have feelings for Ayla, and it will be difficult separate those when she has her mate alpha.” I ignore him completely and change how this conversation is progressing. I didn’t realize that my feelings or whatever you want to call it for Ayla had been so transparent.
“What if you sedate her for longer. Stronger than a sleep. Could she reconnect with her wolf if she was heavily sedated? Maybe she could pull her own wolf out through connecting with her via a comatose state? I don’t know if I even know what am talking about, but in my head, it makes sense. Sedate her so she can have alone time with her wolf. Maybe they can bond prior to having her wake up. That would pull her out.” “That is a good theory alpha. Since she has felt her wolf a few times, that would mean that her wolf is trying to reconnect to her. Why she can’t? I don’t know, but maybe Ayla can’t shut her thoughts off enough to feel her wolf trying to find her.” “That could be Eric. So, are we in agreement?” “I will get the IV drip now. If I run some vistaril, it will keep her sedated. You could talk to her and help guide her if you had the ability to mind–link her.” “She had talked about joining the pack very briefly, but I asked her to think about it. I don’t want to force her. I realize that she has a high likelihood of staying, even more so now she could possibly have a mate, but she has had a lot of people steal her decisions away from her these last ten years and I don’t want to add it it.” “Alright I will sedate her, maybe you should pull up a chair next to her, talk with her or try to reach out to her wolf directly. She could possibly here you.” “Alright. I think I will do that.”
“Hello, little wolf. Or should I say Aramana. I hope you can hear this because I need you to find little wolf and bond back to her. I need your help, and Ronan would really like to meet you. He feels you at times. Rippling in little wolfs mind. Pushing against her barrier. I don’t think little wolf feels it though. Do you Aramana? Are you trapped in little wolf?”
