Chapter 93
“We have a lot to talk about little woll. The dreaded sentence passing the lips of the most gorgeous alpha I have ever seen, still sitting between my legs, rubbing g my thighs as I come down from my post orgasmn high, his hair messed up and sticking up all over while my arousal coats his beard scruff. The things Thane can do with his tongue and the new things he has shown me that I like can’t be put into words. I sit up on the side of the bed while Thane pats my pants back on and pulls them up to my knees, staring at my core like he isn’t ready to put it away yet. I am not so sure I ward him to, but it is probably hest. Plus, I think I can use some more groveling before all is forgiven. Our bond is content currently, the ache relieved for the moment.
“I don’t know if I am ready for talking.” I whisper as I stand and pull my pants up the rest of the way. I go to walk past Thane into the bathroom, but he gently grabs my elbow and tugs me back to the bed. “No little wolf. No running. I am not running. Thane.” “Okay little wolf. No avoiding. I want to talk to you about your beautiful wolf. You know I can’t just ignore that she is a white wolf. Do you know the history of them?” “Yes, I know. We were created and blessed by the fates. Gifts placed in us to help shifters and to rule over them. Keeping the peace or doing What is necessary to make it.” “History–states that the white wolves are extinct, but clearly you are not.” No, there hadn’t been one born for over fifty years. When they were being hunted and stolen for their gifts, the pack went into hiding, It was a rather large pack. The last white wolf had been a grandfather of mine. A king grandfather. My family ruled the hidden kingdom until they were murdered. The whole kingdom burned down. I don’t know what happened to everyone.” “Well, if history is correct all blessed wolves are royalty, the titles given to them by the fates with their blessings. That would make you a princess little wolf.” “I know what it makes me. I was raised in a castle. It is also the reason why I was kidnapped. I shifted. Someone had to have seen it, and I was taken.” “I agree with your theory little wolf. I could say that you would have been taken anyway, but the fact you weren’t killed like my….The fact that you were kept so long confirms that your theory is probably right.” Thane’s change in his sentence tugs at my heart strings. I know he is thinking about his sister, my only friend and it hurts.
‘I will keep your secret little wolf. We can’t have anyone knowing about you. Not until this ring is brought down. I think your pack is the key to finding out who is behind this ring. They are either from your pack or they were around it when you shifted, which would make them close to your pack or family since the kingdom was hidden by your accounts.” I nod my head in agreement. The discussion has me welling with emotion. Tears threaten to fall from my eyes. “Hey, look at me Ayla.” I jerk my head to the side to where he is sitting next to me on the bed, but I don’t look him in the eyes. I don’t want him to see the pain hiding behind them. He tucks my chin in between his fingers and lifts it so I have to look him in the beautiful green eyes. “I will protect you little wolf. Nothing will happen to you. We will find out what happened and who betrayed you. They will pay.” He releases my chin, and my lip starts to quiver. “I never grieved my family. I wasn’t given a chance to. I spent most of the early years of my abduction fighting for my life. Then I shut my emotions off. Now, they are all trying to flood back in at a rapid pace. It hurts so much. Too much. I don’t want to feel this pain. This grief. It is trying to swallow me whole. I feel like I am drowning in a pool that I can’t get out of.” I explain to him while clutching my chest, feeling the pain manifest its ugly head. “That is an excellent description of how I have felt over these last six years. Nobody understands that pain better than me little wolf. I also know what it is like to shut it off. It would be better for you to feel it and work through it. It is healthier and I am here for you now. You won’t feel it alone.”
